Today I feel like nothin'
Do I even exist?
What are these walls? Are they just part of the illusion of life?
I am restless and a little bored but unmotivated to do any of the things on the to-do list. I just want to stare into the void and feel nothing. I don't know what could bring me back to life.
I need to go get some stockpile water in case the world tries to end tomorrow. But part of me is ready to burn away with all the other discards.
"Sit and think about myself" (but no sex or candy in sight)
God doesn't even want to hear about it today. (Worn out Jesus)
I would tell the trees but they are busy shedding their leaves and concern
The crows don't care about me - they never have even though I never gave them any reason for their indifference
Waiting in queue to be anyone's business
Patience is a curse
"Quiet desperation"
Feeling evicted
Shapeless, aimless stray spirit haunting forbidden margins
Unable to knock on doors slammed shut
So maybe I'll just dissolve into the threshold and become the squeaky hinge
Might be the only way I'll ever be noticed
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